“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I never meant to break your heart. God, what have I done? Are you crying now? I didn’t want to see you crying or in pain. I wanted to make you happy. But all I’ve done is put you in agony. Oh my love, don’t get me wrong. I only love you and only you. I only think of you. I only remember you. How badly do I wish to show you my heart! Is there any way I can do that while my memory remains? Oh, my heart races. I love you, only. I don’t want to forget that. And I must not. Can you see that? Can you feel my heart? I’m afraid my just returned memory will leave me again.. Before I tell you everything I have to say. I love you. And I’m sorry. I met you because I was forgetful. I’m leaving you because I’m forgetful. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. How thankful I am to God for having sent you as a gift to me. I don’t have to remember you. You’re a part of me. I smile, laugh, and smell like you do. I might forget you, but nothing can drive you out of my body. Although you’ve never told me you love me.. I know deep in my heart that you love me. Forgive me for leaving you.” - Su-jin’s letter
(Source: shura)
